My life has taken a turn downhill. I sat down to evaluate it and realized, I have things really good. There are so many people out there who have it much worse than I do and they are coping. This just proves the theory that God never gives us more than we can handle. My downturn just means that I have to sit back and re-evaluate my life and prioirties. I also have to stop putting people feelings, wants and needs before mine. I have to take care of me first in order to take care of you. My number one priority right now is my daughter. I have sacrifice a whole alot to ensure that she is happy. That's what giving wholehearted and loving means.